do you remember our promise?

incense in front of gravestones from the game signalis

listen to my signalis playlist: gestaltzerfall

A collage of Signalis game screencaps and album covers. There are the white lilies in the safe next to the cover of Them Are Us Too's album Amends, which show hands holding white lilies. There is the glowing red gate on the Isle of the Dead next to the cover of Linea Aspera's LP II, which shows a red rectangle in a grayscale mountain landscape.

I recently updated my Signalis playlist's name to "Gestaltzerfall". It was originally titled "Eternity," but as I've put together the songs this past year, it's taken on a personal theme. Quite a few songs included are by Japanese, Chinese, or Korean artists. The Asian-Western third culture subtext of Signalis is one of the reasons the game sticks with me so vividly. To me, part of the horror and despair of Signalis comes from Elster and Ariane's loneliness-- it feels a lot like my own racial melancholia, longing for a homeland that I have no true ties to. Gestaltzerfall is one of the chapters of Signalis. It describes when an image separates into distinct parts when someone looks at it for a long time. Elster / Lilith and Ariane / Alina are made of distinct parts: their birth planets, their past lives and histories, their German first names and Asian last names, their love. When does it all fall apart, or blend into an unrecognizable memory?


artist names are included in fan work captions.

Elster from Signalis carrying Ariane.
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